Anonymous asked: Do I have permission to kill who ever it 'twas that raped you?? You didn't deserve it.. And I will proudly cut off his penis for you.. Smh.. Sticking it places it doesn't belong for shame on him and his descendants for all eternity
Was doing #yoga on the #cocacabana beach in #riodejaneiro #Shirshasana2 #tripodheadstand #shirshasana #asanas
mickislove asked: hey, did u get my reply? i hope so
I did. Thank you love for your concern..bleh, I’ll be alright. thank you so much tho
socially-insane asked: I'm so sorry you experienced rape, I've been there and it sucks. But you shouldn't blame yourself for not thinking the worst of situations. You don't seem like the type to see the worst in people and that can be a good thing. I know you don't know me AT all but if you do feel like you need to talk to someone, my ask is always open...
Thank you love. I tend not to see the worst in people, and while they seems like a nice thing, it’s naive as hell and I need to grow the hell up. There’s no excuse for a 19yr old to make such a simply stupid mistake! Why did I do that??? Why don’t I have any sense of danger? I’m fucking 19, but I acted like a child…a got damn child…no wonder he took advantage of that
I still blame myself. If only I hadn’t gotten on the gotdamn motorcycle. How stupid was I to accept a ride from a stranger? In a completely different country? I put myself in that situation.
No, I know, it’s not my fault that he forced himself on me, but all of that could have been avoided if I had just used common sense. If you play with fire, you’re going to get burned. I played with fire, so it’s my fault I got burned. I was so stupid.
If it had to happen, I wish it didn’t happen this way. They tell me, “You shouldn’t have been there,” “Why would you get on his bike?” And what can I say? They are right. I set myself up for danger, and that’s what I received. Can I even be mad?
It’s not my fault that I got raped, but it is my fault that I ended up in that situation, and nothing anyone says can disprove that. I was stupid. I was a fucking idiot, and that’s the price I had to pay. It’s all my fault.
"Nothing has happened in the past; it happened in the Now. Nothing will ever happen in the future; it will happen in the Now."-Eckhart Tolle (via optimisticcyn1c)
Volantene elephant rescuing a friend from the river
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